Hello. I'm just a retarded girl who loves spongebob as much as her bf yeah.
Anyway, I'm a Budhha's child fyi and I love music as much as I love my friends.
So, if you dislike me in any way,
click here please?
Ya, thank you and enjoy your stay here.
And she rants, blah blah blah.
yupp, yst officially broke up wit him le^^
well.. ii din noe ii could feel so so, RELAX after ii broke up wit him..
haha, actually ii couldnt de.
but yst while toking in msn, ii cried lyk as if tomorrow im gonna die?
den out of the sudden ii jus stop crying..
den ii suddenly don feel anyting for tis heartless jerk.
yup, a JERK.
ur really a jerk eugene..
uu should noe why..
plus because uu jus changed liddat aft knowing some gurl..
if uu din notice, uu DID change AFTER uu know her..
of cos lyk ii mention in the "LOST" post, uu've changed in the attitute towards me.
well, ii guess uu tink tat she might ba a better gurl for uu?
den jiayou ba. chase her lo..
cos ii really tink tat, before we broken up..
she's aready replacing me in ur heart.
the reason why ii noe tis?
hm, well..
ii guess ii have to apologise.
SORRY, because ii read ur smses..
but if ii din read dem..
ii would still stupidly be an asshole begging uu to love me again..
hah.
to tink of it now..
im really a poor poor ting ba.
uu said tat its tiring to love me, but din uu notice tat.
its a million million times more tiring&hurting to love you?uu said tat uu cant say iloveyou now, but din uu notice tat.
ii SHOULD be the one saying tis to uu & even to hate uu?uu said uu will get angry wen uu tink of me, but din uu notice tat.
ii wish ii could slap uu now wen ii tink of uu?uu said tat its alot lighter without me, but din uu notice tat.
its really ALOT lighter&happier for me without uu?uu always say tat ii wun understand, but din uu notice tat.
uu are the ONE tat don understand? & in fact, ALOT?actually sometimes ii jus tink tat im so so STUPID to fall in love wit uu..
why did ii accept you in the first place?
wen ii noe the ending will be like this..why did ii trust uu tat we'll be forever?
wen ii still haven get over someone..why did ii believe you tat uu will love me forever?
wen ii don quite believe during tat time..why did ii make frends wit uu?
wen terry wanted to intro you to me..why did ii believe ur sweet toking?
wen ur actually a devil in disguise..*why did ii even LOVE uu?
wen ii told aloy tat uu are not quite suitable for me in the first place?&WHY DID II STEAD WIT UU?
wen ii told aloy tat ii will reject uu aft our first date..to tink of all tis now, ii had been a foolish gurl..
a DARN DARN foolish one to fall for a guy tat eventually gets sian of me..im such a cheap biatch..
a DAM DAM one to actually let uu affected me so much til my close frends said ii've changed..im such a despo biatch..
an ASSHOLE one tat actually beg uu & even agree to kneel down if you want while asking uu not to let us be over..after saying so much,
im so GLAD tat ii made the right choice to break wit uu.
cos ur really not WORTH, really really not WORTH.
nd if ur still liddat in the nxt r/s, den UU ARE NOT WORTH for all the gurls on this universe..
cos ur really a JERK in r/s..
so, PEOPLE.
if you noe tat uu cant commit into a r/s yet, den don START ONE.
if you noe tat uu cant love someone forever, den don START ONE.
if you noe tat uu cant keep ur promises to ur partner, den don START ONE.
if you noe tat uu will get sian of ur partner wen uu meet someone new, den don START ONE.
otherwise, uu will hurt ur partner alot nd will oso be categorised under the 'JERKS' or 'SLUTS' section..
so..
jus wann to say..
a r/s is not someting tat could be played around..
it takes alot of efforts nd commitment..
also, a serious heartbreak may result in depression..
r/s its really not a funny matter, so don trifle with it.
lastly, if couples or even married couples got stuck whether to leave or to stay..
ii shall introduce a book to uu guys.
its really really helpful..
although mine din work out, but its because he hurt me too too much tat ii really cant take it le.. nd he don even want to make an effort to salvage our r/s..
anyway, ii saw the book at borders (the one in wheellock place).
title is:
too good to leave too bad to stay by mira kirshenbaum
its under the self-help section in borders..
yupp, & tis is the end of my post(:
7:37 PM
