Hello. I'm just a retarded girl who loves spongebob as much as her bf yeah.
Anyway, I'm a Budhha's child fyi and I love music as much as I love my friends.
So, if you dislike me in any way,
click here please?
Ya, thank you and enjoy your stay here.
And she rants, blah blah blah.
well, since yst..
aft ii decided, ii still cant totally forget bout him..
hm, nd ii admitted tat aft ii saw him online..
ii unblock him soon nd even started to tok to him..
jus awhile luh!! hm.
but it all sounded lyk two frends toking, oh well.
tings really changed le ba.
he don love me le :'(
hm, okokay
nd ii admit tat midnight ii sms him whether can call him not.
but he says he's toking to frend so..
my last call, gone lo.
oh well, many memories wit him..
really..
before Olevels..
keep pushing him to study..
blah blah...
hm, yst before ii went to sleep, ii cried..
cried very badly, cos no one to say woaini to me before ii slp le.
but oh well, past few days oso don have wat..
nd he sounded sian toking to me, oh well.
today morning too, din noe wat to do..
ii keep waking up very early although my alarm set was 10am.
keep dreaming..
alot alot of diff dreams, but the 2nd last one made me wanna cry..
cos ii dream of ii saw his sms frm tat gurl nd dere was a *****
well, someting tat could make a gf sad?
hm, was so diff to get to slp cos ii miss him..
but aft ii wake up, ii told myself.
wake up, ho shi min!
he don love uu now, uu don have a bf now!!
nd so, ii immediately felt better le..
ii mean my heart, not suffocating le..
nd ii went online to chat&blog.
yup, working at 4.30pm ltr..
nth to blog le, cya.
bye eugene.. ii will never forget you..
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